I’m not gonna thing about how much fun I would be having if I were here with Drya or some other crazy person that I know. I’m not gonna think about how warm it would be when, freezing from the cold that is in my room, someone special would wrap his arm around me and never let go. I’m not gonna think about how this would be if I weren’t like this. I’m not gonna think about how fun it would be to “fight” with someone in front of the tv, watching a football game. I’m not gonna think about how alive I would feel if I would get my fairytale.